let's see, gundam 00 episode is getting more interesting than ever, kudos to the guys doing that anime.
some kids/chaps came to me not too long ago and asked help about their friendship with other people. all their situations are pretty similar, in fact they have matched so well that it's kinda scary. cases of friend wanna do something that is very outrageous (sucks for me because i was born in a 99.9% normal family) for some occassion (like v day or b day or whatever it is) then my friends stop thieir friends. and in the end they end up fighting.
cause, not because their friends are stubborn, but becaue my friends sucks (yeah, really sucked) at telling them not to, in a softer approach.
maybe it's becaue of work/study/NS/family/etc that makes them less smarter in communication. My P.O.C. email the whole office before, abt the dump truck theory. when a person dumps his shit load on you, don't go collecting them and include your own dump pile and dump it on other people. it stinks relationship and sow unhappiness. if someone empty his load on you, just brush them off and wish them a good day. hey, at least you make that guy/girl happy. and makes you look more mature too.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Kiang jiu ho, mai geh kiang
regarding to the particular newspaper article on page 7 of xin ming ri bao, if your english suck, please DO NOT laugh at other people whose english suck as well. you are a pot calling a kettle black.
goodness sake, some Taiwanese artistes really does not the meaning of enough is enough. see la, now gennar Singaporeans flamed liao then happy, then apologize on blogs some more. I bet their mouth is too expensive to even open. If you have done something wrong, come out and admit your mistake, don't go hiding being your computer and type. words are cheap, typing out your apologizes is even cheaper.
the Chen Guan Xi case is even more entertaining. all thanks to his raging hormones, and camera, and his laptop. right now so many other female artistes are facing doom. I don't pity them, they brought this shit up their bodies, now they are going to have fun cleaning all these shit off them. remember, shit can be wiped off, but the smell will linger. maybe if they are really out of job, they can consider changing fields and work for the porn industries instead.
yes indeed i sound very evil, but please read what i have to write now: If you don't want to land into deep shit, don't fly near the shithole.
goodness sake, some Taiwanese artistes really does not the meaning of enough is enough. see la, now gennar Singaporeans flamed liao then happy, then apologize on blogs some more. I bet their mouth is too expensive to even open. If you have done something wrong, come out and admit your mistake, don't go hiding being your computer and type. words are cheap, typing out your apologizes is even cheaper.
the Chen Guan Xi case is even more entertaining. all thanks to his raging hormones, and camera, and his laptop. right now so many other female artistes are facing doom. I don't pity them, they brought this shit up their bodies, now they are going to have fun cleaning all these shit off them. remember, shit can be wiped off, but the smell will linger. maybe if they are really out of job, they can consider changing fields and work for the porn industries instead.
yes indeed i sound very evil, but please read what i have to write now: If you don't want to land into deep shit, don't fly near the shithole.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Me: 0 Singlism: 21 (and still counting)
if there is any sane reader reading this (and for the past few posts), you might be wondering why the hell is this crazy blogger here talking about relationship.
just to answer you back (if there is anyone reading) Feb 14 is edging in fast and i am getting very, very snappy. couldn't my friends(who are attached) just leave me alone and let me remember that, hey! I am comfortable being single.
sometime i wonder if what i say about myself is really true, then again, it might be, it might be not. sanity is losing.
If earth ever gonna end tomorrow, it's always best to enjoy your life to the fullest now. at least you don't have anything to regret when something crashes and kills you instantly.
only regret? hasn't try the glutenfree girl recipes
just to answer you back (if there is anyone reading) Feb 14 is edging in fast and i am getting very, very snappy. couldn't my friends(who are attached) just leave me alone and let me remember that, hey! I am comfortable being single.
sometime i wonder if what i say about myself is really true, then again, it might be, it might be not. sanity is losing.
If earth ever gonna end tomorrow, it's always best to enjoy your life to the fullest now. at least you don't have anything to regret when something crashes and kills you instantly.
only regret? hasn't try the glutenfree girl recipes
Friday, February 1, 2008
Single and Sane
I still insisting that i am single dammit, most friends keep telling me to get one girl already.
Take note, girls are NOT item, and the time is not really right for me yet.
those humans who is going to celebrate valentine's day, good for you. maybe my life is destined to be single?? who knows. maybe 10 years down the road, met up with old friends, everyone had a family, kids. and i would still sitting there.
that scene is not pretty for most people right??
don't mind my ramblings, feb 14 is edging close and i am getting snappier than ever.
for people who like rice (like me), try adding a little salt and some cooking charcoal, taste great
Take note, girls are NOT item, and the time is not really right for me yet.
those humans who is going to celebrate valentine's day, good for you. maybe my life is destined to be single?? who knows. maybe 10 years down the road, met up with old friends, everyone had a family, kids. and i would still sitting there.
that scene is not pretty for most people right??
don't mind my ramblings, feb 14 is edging close and i am getting snappier than ever.
for people who like rice (like me), try adding a little salt and some cooking charcoal, taste great
Saturday, January 26, 2008
In the case of Love, please look for help
someone just asked me, or in fact, almost everyday there is some human/alien/esper/time traveler asking me when will i get a girlfriend. =_=//
weird isn't it? aren't they tired just by asking?? Nothing wrong with asking when will i get a girlfriend, but IT WILL BE VERY WEIRD if they ask almost everyday. i presume that they are too anxious abt me.
they always asked this typical line: " so ___, when will have your first girlfriend?"
there is nothing wrong to have a relationship, really. and as i am typing this, i am handling the malfinctioning of my usb ports (there are a total of 8, and all 8 are in critical condition). ok I know, random fillers, let's get on back to topic.
I mean, did i ever mention i am only a good 21 year old?? think i did. anyway, single life is much better, and i am not sour grapeing here. this is the truth. I felt less restricted, unlike my good bud A- san, who is almost totally tied down to his girlfriend. he always claim that he will not listen to any rantings from his girlfriend, but out of ten time, caught him 9 times listening patiently for his girlfrned to rant. amazing guy.
well, i can predict that i might not be involving in any relationship for probably the next, err, like, 2 years?! for the lonely souls out there, who manage to stumble to thorninroses, there is still hope for you, but if you feel hopeless, just involve in watching anime, kinda takes your mind off such stuffs. *note: love love in anime/manga will only happen when you are sleeping and dreaming*
weird isn't it? aren't they tired just by asking?? Nothing wrong with asking when will i get a girlfriend, but IT WILL BE VERY WEIRD if they ask almost everyday. i presume that they are too anxious abt me.
they always asked this typical line: " so ___, when will have your first girlfriend?"
there is nothing wrong to have a relationship, really. and as i am typing this, i am handling the malfinctioning of my usb ports (there are a total of 8, and all 8 are in critical condition). ok I know, random fillers, let's get on back to topic.
I mean, did i ever mention i am only a good 21 year old?? think i did. anyway, single life is much better, and i am not sour grapeing here. this is the truth. I felt less restricted, unlike my good bud A- san, who is almost totally tied down to his girlfriend. he always claim that he will not listen to any rantings from his girlfriend, but out of ten time, caught him 9 times listening patiently for his girlfrned to rant. amazing guy.
well, i can predict that i might not be involving in any relationship for probably the next, err, like, 2 years?! for the lonely souls out there, who manage to stumble to thorninroses, there is still hope for you, but if you feel hopeless, just involve in watching anime, kinda takes your mind off such stuffs. *note: love love in anime/manga will only happen when you are sleeping and dreaming*
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Zung
Life's pretty plain and boring till now.
I'm kinda wondering now, is really getting a girlfriend/boyfriend/relationship that important?? this question been lingering my mind since around 3 years ago.
I've seen couples, pairs and pairs, almost everywhere, from canteen to food court and on bus to trains.
seen many types too. you think of what type (as long as it's decent), I've pretty much seen them before.
In fact, i am starting to wonder if I might be the human that is left without a partner. but that doesn't really concern me, since i am much more comfortable with being along. however, that does not mean that i don't like company. comfortable being along and want to be alone is pretty much 2 different thing.
I remembered my mom almsot fainted when i told here that i wanted to be single, and my dad almost got a heart attack. guess they are pretty tensed up abt my future.
I remember that one of my younger friend, told me, she said :" you know __, you are a good person, you can be a good brother, a good friend, but you totally sucked at being a good lover"
that really send a huge thunder strike down my brain. I guess sometime treating everyone fairly has it's con too eh?
well i do hope i can get a couple of date or 2. having a relationship would be nice, but i guess it is still a little to early for me (I 21 this year ya know)
I'm kinda wondering now, is really getting a girlfriend/boyfriend/relationship that important?? this question been lingering my mind since around 3 years ago.
I've seen couples, pairs and pairs, almost everywhere, from canteen to food court and on bus to trains.
seen many types too. you think of what type (as long as it's decent), I've pretty much seen them before.
In fact, i am starting to wonder if I might be the human that is left without a partner. but that doesn't really concern me, since i am much more comfortable with being along. however, that does not mean that i don't like company. comfortable being along and want to be alone is pretty much 2 different thing.
I remembered my mom almsot fainted when i told here that i wanted to be single, and my dad almost got a heart attack. guess they are pretty tensed up abt my future.
I remember that one of my younger friend, told me, she said :" you know __, you are a good person, you can be a good brother, a good friend, but you totally sucked at being a good lover"
that really send a huge thunder strike down my brain. I guess sometime treating everyone fairly has it's con too eh?
well i do hope i can get a couple of date or 2. having a relationship would be nice, but i guess it is still a little to early for me (I 21 this year ya know)
Friday, January 18, 2008
Lucky
Since how long have I missed out my luck?
1/2 year? or 1, don't quite remember but i know my luck is heavily deficient in my life. maybe i tend to spend them all in one day.
heh, just got lucky yesterday. managed to do most of my work on time, win some gundam games, and buy the latest release of the manga i am waiting for.
fav item now, the red wristband. maybe its my lucky item.
did i ever mention i've hit strange dreams ever since I've brought one worn out, 15++ years jacket from my camp back home? i don't think so. I guess i am just too tired these days.
the jacket is cool, and extremely warm and comfortable, but too bad that the zip and the Velcro are damaged.
1/2 year? or 1, don't quite remember but i know my luck is heavily deficient in my life. maybe i tend to spend them all in one day.
heh, just got lucky yesterday. managed to do most of my work on time, win some gundam games, and buy the latest release of the manga i am waiting for.
fav item now, the red wristband. maybe its my lucky item.
did i ever mention i've hit strange dreams ever since I've brought one worn out, 15++ years jacket from my camp back home? i don't think so. I guess i am just too tired these days.
the jacket is cool, and extremely warm and comfortable, but too bad that the zip and the Velcro are damaged.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Butte-Fly
for anime fans, if you are reading this, and you see the title head, it comes from chapter 9, book 12 of hayate no gotoku...
kinds souls are still around. Damn rain fell on me a little too sudden (just when my psp and my newly bought mangas are on my hand... braving the rain, i put everything into my bag, had my body shielding it, and ran for my life...
good thing that there's one kind lady, who offer to share with me her umbrella, while the rest of the not- too- kind- people just stood there, well shielded, and looking at my pitiful state...
me and my kakis (term for friends) once talked abt kindness (it even appear on mindef intranet forum!). many once believe that kindness will not be repaid, and there is no such thing as pure kindness. well, i suppose it's true. can't blame me if i am thinking like that.
does the kindness that you give out is motivated through pure goodwill?? or was it just a stepping stone to gain something for yourself, like a favor in return? or some comfort to your empty heart? well, I did both, out of pure goodwill, and was hoping to feel better. I don't deny. call me a swine looking hypocrite you want, but before that, have a little talk with your inner self, whether the kindness you did is always for others, and non for yourself.
not too long ago, I was chatting with this lady who was once in my secondary school class (it was just a simple greeting for a happy new year, and we talked for like 3 hours).
she asked me this social question, but sadly, I couldn't remember (I swear that coffee made me forget). I told her that this world is made out of lies.
yeah, lies. with the world moving as such a fast pace these days, I couldn't help but to say that everyone's personality changed, bit by bit, we started to be less and less caring, less and less tolerant and less and less truthful. our personality has been evolving and splitting up into many personlities. not split personalities, just multiple personalities.
we may talk to our superior in a very kind, soft courteous way, to an unknown stranger who needs help in direction, we did the same way too. and together with friends, we are more opened, yet still very reserved. and to our loved ones, we might tend to become fustrated, angry and impatient.
the darkness in our heart grew, bits everyday
try slapping both of your plams together, like praying. what do you actually see in there. try standing under the light, and what do you see?
Darkness and emptiness.
it should only appear when both parties who don't know each other met. but when we know each other, the darkness will change into light and warmth.]
Light give birth to dark, and Dark give birth to light. the law of nature, the law of the universe.
it's never too late to recognise that piece of darkness in your heart, no matter how hard it is, how tough it is to accept, to overcome and to enjoy the light again. but never forget, darkness will always be there.
kinds souls are still around. Damn rain fell on me a little too sudden (just when my psp and my newly bought mangas are on my hand... braving the rain, i put everything into my bag, had my body shielding it, and ran for my life...
good thing that there's one kind lady, who offer to share with me her umbrella, while the rest of the not- too- kind- people just stood there, well shielded, and looking at my pitiful state...
me and my kakis (term for friends) once talked abt kindness (it even appear on mindef intranet forum!). many once believe that kindness will not be repaid, and there is no such thing as pure kindness. well, i suppose it's true. can't blame me if i am thinking like that.
does the kindness that you give out is motivated through pure goodwill?? or was it just a stepping stone to gain something for yourself, like a favor in return? or some comfort to your empty heart? well, I did both, out of pure goodwill, and was hoping to feel better. I don't deny. call me a swine looking hypocrite you want, but before that, have a little talk with your inner self, whether the kindness you did is always for others, and non for yourself.
not too long ago, I was chatting with this lady who was once in my secondary school class (it was just a simple greeting for a happy new year, and we talked for like 3 hours).
she asked me this social question, but sadly, I couldn't remember (I swear that coffee made me forget). I told her that this world is made out of lies.
yeah, lies. with the world moving as such a fast pace these days, I couldn't help but to say that everyone's personality changed, bit by bit, we started to be less and less caring, less and less tolerant and less and less truthful. our personality has been evolving and splitting up into many personlities. not split personalities, just multiple personalities.
we may talk to our superior in a very kind, soft courteous way, to an unknown stranger who needs help in direction, we did the same way too. and together with friends, we are more opened, yet still very reserved. and to our loved ones, we might tend to become fustrated, angry and impatient.
the darkness in our heart grew, bits everyday
try slapping both of your plams together, like praying. what do you actually see in there. try standing under the light, and what do you see?
Darkness and emptiness.
it should only appear when both parties who don't know each other met. but when we know each other, the darkness will change into light and warmth.]
Light give birth to dark, and Dark give birth to light. the law of nature, the law of the universe.
it's never too late to recognise that piece of darkness in your heart, no matter how hard it is, how tough it is to accept, to overcome and to enjoy the light again. but never forget, darkness will always be there.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
... Nuts??
woot, red psp slim, nice.
i think i need to cut down harsher on coffee, taken 8 cups today... and that was really nutsy...
I just realised that my idol Maki Horikita was younger than me by 1 year 1 month... scary...
she resembles someone, I used to take a liking for, the words to take note- USED TO...
everyone NSF went nuts in office today when MSD (our not too fav security personnels) brought down the NSF section in the guards homepage... cribs... thanks to one guy called Mr Yong, who sabotaged...
good thing that I don't have that much time to really play the games in there... or i would also join in the commotion.
hammies at home are getting restless due to bad weathers, and both became quite snappy...
Ella in taiwanese version of hana kimi = super hillarious. saw bits and pieces of it, and kinda like it.
point to take note, the target money saved is still one tiny fraction from the price of a xbox 360, need to buck up more.
eyerings around my eyes are getting from worse to worst, kinda freak my ass out when i enter the toilet this morning...
Suspecting that the "ghosts" in my office are stealing my coffee powder, they are getting lesser faster than usual.
still held on to the belief that hayate no gotoku is funnier in manga than anime...
2 more months, and i can declare myself as smoker no more! woot!
i think i need to cut down harsher on coffee, taken 8 cups today... and that was really nutsy...
I just realised that my idol Maki Horikita was younger than me by 1 year 1 month... scary...
she resembles someone, I used to take a liking for, the words to take note- USED TO...
everyone NSF went nuts in office today when MSD (our not too fav security personnels) brought down the NSF section in the guards homepage... cribs... thanks to one guy called Mr Yong, who sabotaged...
good thing that I don't have that much time to really play the games in there... or i would also join in the commotion.
hammies at home are getting restless due to bad weathers, and both became quite snappy...
Ella in taiwanese version of hana kimi = super hillarious. saw bits and pieces of it, and kinda like it.
point to take note, the target money saved is still one tiny fraction from the price of a xbox 360, need to buck up more.
eyerings around my eyes are getting from worse to worst, kinda freak my ass out when i enter the toilet this morning...
Suspecting that the "ghosts" in my office are stealing my coffee powder, they are getting lesser faster than usual.
still held on to the belief that hayate no gotoku is funnier in manga than anime...
2 more months, and i can declare myself as smoker no more! woot!
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Hitting the wrong note at the right time.
Holy God, that 2 kg lost in just 2 weeks.
and hey, no more urge of smoking for me too
but the sin of gulping coffee isn't leaving my body.
did some CNY shopping just earlier. damn the temperature is hitting higher then before. I wonder if it's the brief shower that made the day warmer or what.
Brief note to self, staring into blank space while walking is DEFINATELY one hell of a STUPID idea.
just watched the little trailer of the upcoming movie cloverfield. doesn't seem too bad.
was my sense of taste really that bad when it comes to clothings and movies?? guess so huh...
if anyone, just anyone reading this, go to http://www.seewhatshow.com/ to find out what movies are a must to watch. done by our Singapore favorite blogger Mr brown.
if Mr brown you are reading this, i would like to say this to you, I'm a Singaporean too.
and hey, no more urge of smoking for me too
but the sin of gulping coffee isn't leaving my body.
did some CNY shopping just earlier. damn the temperature is hitting higher then before. I wonder if it's the brief shower that made the day warmer or what.
Brief note to self, staring into blank space while walking is DEFINATELY one hell of a STUPID idea.
just watched the little trailer of the upcoming movie cloverfield. doesn't seem too bad.
was my sense of taste really that bad when it comes to clothings and movies?? guess so huh...
if anyone, just anyone reading this, go to http://www.seewhatshow.com/ to find out what movies are a must to watch. done by our Singapore favorite blogger Mr brown.
if Mr brown you are reading this, i would like to say this to you, I'm a Singaporean too.
Friday, January 11, 2008
M.I.A.ed for 4 years (Everyone I mean)
Hello ladies wonder if you all do remember me??
Yes? No? or who the **** are you??
If you don't really remember, try thinking of that guy carrying the POA textbook and an umbrella while taking a informal photo with you all.
does that jolt some memories?
You should!
Okay, get back to the topic. It's been pretty long since most of us last met, the most recent was last year CNY gathering at Ms Loi's house. The total strength was not full, but at least there is around half of the class attend.
So right now, I'm actually planning to have another gathering again, same place, around the same time, and hopefully everyone will turn up. again the word is hope.
[u]Details[/u]
CNY gathering
Location: Ms Loi's house (will be calling her to book place)
Date: 10th Feb 2008 (need to confirm again with her to see if she's free)
Time: roughly around noon.
Who: everyone of 4E5, HSCS, 2004 batch (Can bring Boyfriend/s also)
And to all the Ladies in 4E5, please Email me your phone number, your hotmail/gmail/yahoo/AOL/etc etc etc. at least I can contact you all IF there is any thing/situation/happening happened.
Contact me at flashnicloe@gmail.com.
Regards,
PTE Tan
Yes? No? or who the **** are you??
If you don't really remember, try thinking of that guy carrying the POA textbook and an umbrella while taking a informal photo with you all.
does that jolt some memories?
You should!
Okay, get back to the topic. It's been pretty long since most of us last met, the most recent was last year CNY gathering at Ms Loi's house. The total strength was not full, but at least there is around half of the class attend.
So right now, I'm actually planning to have another gathering again, same place, around the same time, and hopefully everyone will turn up. again the word is hope.
[u]Details[/u]
CNY gathering
Location: Ms Loi's house (will be calling her to book place)
Date: 10th Feb 2008 (need to confirm again with her to see if she's free)
Time: roughly around noon.
Who: everyone of 4E5, HSCS, 2004 batch (Can bring Boyfriend/s also)
And to all the Ladies in 4E5, please Email me your phone number, your hotmail/gmail/yahoo/AOL/etc etc etc. at least I can contact you all IF there is any thing/situation/happening happened.
Contact me at flashnicloe@gmail.com.
Regards,
PTE Tan
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